The Battle Within: Part One.

~ Lovie, now in control, vanishes into the night, Chaya as her hostage within her mind. The first place she stops is the Forest of Darkness. Even though Lovie is in control, she's still pestered by Chaya's thoughts, since she continues to tell herself how she's not the one for Sanai and how's she's a terrible pappy and Sanai would be better off with another. Even though Lovie wishes for Chaya to let it go and shut up, she slowly starts to think that Chaya might be right. What with her being depressed, angered, and upset all at the same time... She wouldn't be able to do what she needed to for Sanai and her mother Juney. Withdrawing to an isolated tent to the far edge of the forest where the forest's border lines the outskirts that has yet to be explored. Chaya continues to batter herself with insults of all kinds about any and everyone. But of course Lovie soon tunes her out to torture the body of Chaya, making yet another scar along her face. Yes the pain gives her joy and excitement, she smiles darkly, her eyes turning a darker shade of red. Lovie didn't have to deal with the pain like Chaya does since pain gives Lovie a type of adrenaline that pain shouldn't give a person. But after all.. Lovie IS a Darkness and it's true.. The Darkness does like pain at times. It's only a part of Lovie. Chaya, now screaming at Lovie to stop ruining her body, tries her best to regain control, but Lovie, the stronger side of course, shuts her down. Silencing her for one. Pleased with the silence, she leans on the tent's wall, dragging her black tipped nails through her now long jet black hair. Her eyes switching between a light red and a dark red. All is quiet within the forests, not one creature dares to make a sound, fearing death by Lovie's forces. ~


"The Battle Within: Part One."
Author: Chaya Mia Darkness, Lovie "Mia" Darkness.

R.I.P.

Im the bad guy n we all kno... Wonderful. Can't accept me for who I am n how I feel... Then it won't work for none of us.

But I'd like to take a moment of silence n pay respects to the now Lost Mind of Chaya Now Darkness. May her mind rest in peace. v.v
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Now.. for the burial...
-Stands and lowers the jewelry box full of pictures of her past life and happy memories, souvenirs, and treasures-
Her mind should be in a better place now... You will never be forgotten. You meant a lot to me... Idk bout everyone else but to me u were sum special. R.I.P.

May the Dark Lord watch over you and care for you. You will be missed.
-Kisses my index and middle fingers then points to the spot where the box was just burried. Sighs and turns my back, walking home, my hood covering my face. But if anyone was to see my face.. they either see three things... My now showing fangs, or my eyes a bottomless pit of no emotion or my eyes a burning red that only had signs of evil within them.-

Lost This Fight...

Lost this fight...
A battle with myself
I thought would be worthwhile.

But along with my mind
Went my feelings.
Leaving behind
A not so pleasant Chaya.
But it wouldn't really be Chaya..
Fore she goes by an ironic name.
Lovie has come to stay..
And she's your worst nightmare.

She doesn't give two **** bout ur feelings.
Cause all she does is protect her own.
She may be wicked and evil..
But she has feelings within.
So beware thy lovelies..
Lovie's on the loose
And she's comin straight for you.

(Lovie's Birth name would be Mia...)



Chaya Mia Darkness

Suffering in Silence..

It feels right,
To Suffer in Silence.
Especially when a thought,
Drives you mad.

But it seems
Oddly comfortable,
Since these feelings are familiar.

It brings me pain though,
To endure these feelings,
Over and Over...
With the same drama,
That could've been gone.

It's my nature,
To Suffer in Silence,
Because bringing others down with me,
Isn't me at all...

After all I've been though,
My efforts were a waste,
Because in the end..
Nothing was changed.
And I was left to
Suffer in Silence.

Chaya M. Darkness

Changes..

It's all looking to get better.
'Fore it was going really well,
The 6th of October,
Seemed to be the day..

But it all changed,
When Kairee had to just say that I,
ME OF ALL PEOPLE,
HAD CHIARA'S NAME!!!!!
-.-

Now we all know that the DARKNESS NAME
DOES NOT BELONG TO HER.
SHE WAS DISMISSED.
BUT STILL HANDS ONTO OUR FRIGGIN NAME.

Now I also know that I'm not the only one that would have gotten mad.
I'm pretty sure Pappy and Moomie would have been fired up and writin novels about her and all that.
And it makes me mad cause Chiara's probably running around claiming the Darkness name when we have nothing to do with her.

Here's wut happend:

iiKaireeLegendary has joined the chat

PRxPRODswagg: O_O
ChayaMDarkness: Oh gawsh...
PRxPRODswagg: my bad i thnk
ChayaMDarkness: -Puts on my censor tape and stays put in the corner-
PRxPRODswagg: grr i hate wen i invte sumone nd sumone log off or on nd u invite da wrong person
PRxPRODswagg: z
iiKaireeLegendary: ChayaMDarkness
ChayaMDarkness: -Moves my tape- That's my name.
PRxPRODswagg: omgeesh

ChayaMDarkness: Wut about it?

ChayaMDarkness: Can I help you?

iiKaireeLegendary: u got my twins name thats all\

ChayaMDarkness: <.<
ChayaMDarkness: No
ChayaMDarkness: She got MY NAME
ChayaMDarkness: Ugh... And there it went

ChayaMDarkness: Out that window

iiKaireeLegendary: brb

ChayaMDarkness: -.-*

Evidence.

Bleep My Life... -.-

Chaya M. Darkness