Thoughts for Tonight..

I've always said,
"Oh if I was an only child.."
But after today,
I wouldn't want to be.
Not with this woman
I'm obligated to call
'Mom'.

What has she done,
Besides give me life,
For me?
She certainly hasn't been there
Whenever I needed her.
All she cares about is her appearance.
Not about me.
Shoot, she cares about my brother more than me and I'm her first born.
Most times I wish I was alone with nothing to worry about except myself.
If I could disappear, I would..

Millie J. Skosher

Hardships

Day by Day,
Night by Night.
With these strong feelings,
We're losing sight
Of the reason
That we're together.
Few people are lucky
To even find a love
Like Ours.
But as we continue
To fuss and fight,
I'm afraid for my fears
To be proven right.
I love you,
I truly do.
But sometimes,
It becomes hard for me
To think that you even do.
All these females around you
Reinforces the insecurities in me.
They might look better than me,
Act nicer than me,
Have more than me,
Can make you happier than me,
While I...
I sit here and fuss with you
And put you down,
And make you feel bad.
I hate this,
And you deserve better than I,
That's for sure.
But while you still decide
To stay chained to me,
I will prove that my love is true.
And that in the end,
All the trouble is worth it.
I love you Antwan I. Davis,
Please believe me.
Please stay..
Millie J. Skosher

Dream Tales

Once the final bell rang, everyone headed towards the buses. Your class is closer to the parking lot than mine's, so you waited for me by the doors leading outside. Boy,  I swear to you I just about fought them niggas in the way, keeping me from you. But I had finally ran into you and you had a red shirt on as always. I walked with you towards your bus. Our kiss.. It was so sweet and gentle. I got so carried away that I tripped on your feet but you fell with me. It was just so romantic. After you helped me up you went on your bus and I got on mine. End of story..