Making Me : CE

You make me wanna scream
Wanna cry
Wanna bleed

You refuse to show me
What it is I mean
To you

Constantly saying things
Just to fill my ears
Not at all proving
What you say to be true

My heart races
My eyes water
My skin crawls
I can't seem to control it all

Excited yet scared
Hopeful yet guarded
All I ever wanted was you
But you deny me the smallest sliver
Of your time
Making me feel worthless
By the hour

Making me hurt
Making me cry
Making me scream
Making me overthink
Making me whine

You make me..

Millie J. Skosher

You : CE

I can't help
The way I feel
About you.
I had a thing for you
Since the first time
That we met.

At first,
I shied away
Afraid to be taken
Advantage of because
I was heavily drawn to you.
I've felt many things
In my life,
Yet this was something
Entirely new and nerve wracking.

I can't help
But to fall for you
Each time I see you,
Each time we meet,
Each time we text,
Each time we talk..

Despite my troubled past,
You're a risk I'm willing to take
Which is quite odd for I prefer
To play it safe.
I've never pursued anyone
Before.. I was never adamant
About beginning relationships
But strangely
For you, I'd be absolutely anything
If it means having you around.

All I ask
Is that you stay
And give me a chance
To be enough
For you..

You're the only one
That I want
And I refuse
To be denied
A fair chance.

Millie J. Skosher