Bad Habits : CE

Bad habits die hard
Some don't die at all.
I could tell mine didn't
When my head started spinning
Leaving me breathless
Over here clutching for my chest
Cause my heart felt the need to go into arrest.
My stomach tighten into knots
I feel like taking a couple shots
Just to get over you
But that option is long overdue unless you haven't got a clue that I've fallen for you and I can't get up.
I don't want to cause all I want is you
But you say you're not ready.
Well give me an amount of time so I can get into a frame of mind that I can handle and control and my friends won't have to patrol
Because they lost track of me all because I snuck away to cry in peace.
I can't imagine what you would think of me
If ever you truly saw the real me, locked away in a tower to never be reached until those walls are broken down..

Bad habits die hard
And I should know
For you're the one who made it show.

Millie J. Skosher

Faith in Me : CE

How do I know you trust me?
You won't even spill your own tea
Although your secrets are always safe with me.
I'm just trying to get to know you
How else could I make you my own boo?
I've poured my heart out to you.
I've shown you my scars
Yet the most you would do is rap about cars
While I'm sitting here with my head in the stars
Wondering just how far this could go.
What more must I do to show
That I'm here for you, so that we can grow.
Some receive an inch and take a mile
But I don't even know the trick to get you to smile.
I'm trying my hardest can't you see
I'd cross the sea if that was what you asked of me.
You say give it time
And I've been paying half a mind
To do so but I can't help what I feel.
I really need to know if this is for real
Or just another trial
Which will only leave me senile
In the end.

In the end it all comes down to be
In whether you have faith in me
Or it was only just a dream
Where you were being mean..

Millie J. Skosher