Faithy's Poem {She's On Fire}

She's On Fire...

Shes just a girl and shes on fire
Hotter than a fantasy,longer than a highwayS
hes living in a world, and its on fire
Feeling the catastrophe,but she knows she can fly away

-To ChayaMDarkness

A revisit of that Dark Path...

Pain leading me down that Dark Path once again...

I see myself Traveling back down that dark path.
The same path I've traveled so many times...
Something I will never forget.

Why are you feeling this way again?
Well, there are the littlest things that set me off...
I'd love to go into detail about that trigger,
But it'd be a dead giveaway,
'Fore I've been hurt by this one person so many times,
And I hope for things to get better,
But they never do.

Yes we all have our own home problems to deal with,
But this has affected me so many times, Rp AND Rl...
To a point where I start to doubt wether I can survive in both without the other...
So I sit here with tears running down my face,
Wondering if I was ever on his mind while he was happy with another.
Yes he told me he felt the same,
But nothing really changed... Because the feeling wasn't really there for him..
I was the only one..,

So I stand here, once again, wondering
What will be...
I stand, staring down that Dark Path,
That, it seems, I'm destined to travel down once again.
'Fore everything I see...
Only reminds me of how I'm not able
To be with him,
Because of two things
'Her and my Parents.

I feel alone when it comes to him,
Cause he was really the first,
And still is.
And to not be able to be with him,
Kills me dearly
Since we're really close.
I hate how he's my friend aswell,
'Fore I cant leave him alone,
Without hurting him too.

I always wished that it had gone about differently,
So my heart wouldn't be so fragile as it is.
But I can't time travel and undo what was done.
So I must sit through this,
Helpless and Alone...
Ah, How Insanity seems like the perfect escape right now...

Broken Down,
Piece by Piece,
Once again
But by another..

Chaya M. Darkness

A Crossroad..

I sit and stare,
No longer able to bare
The pain I hold inside
As you continue on,
In your life..
And I'm stuck at this crossroad.

At times like this,
I turn to Drake
Yet his words only make me hurt more,
'Fore he ALSO wants me to move on
But yet that choice is the hardest
Yet the easiest
At the same time.

My mind is torn into two;
Move on and Stand Still
And they both have their reasons
But each choice comes with a consequence.
Which leaves me to choose which one I can live with...

Yet I cant live without the other...

v.v

Chaya M. Darkness.

Sanaya's Promise

Chaya, I know you think that I picked Yang over you. I would never do that. EVER. You're my best friend & you've been here for me always. I haven't been trying to cheer you up because you're pissed at me : You've been doing all kinds of good stuff to me & me.. I don't do anything. Well I'm sure one of the reasons you're emotional is because of me. But I want you to know something, I would never, & I mean EVER !!! Pick a guy over you, you are my best friend. You've been the only one that understands me. The thing about the interests, yesterday I took everything out of my interests & added them again. Idk what happened, probably clicked the x too fast. But you are my betsestest friend & I wuld never choose a guy over you,EVER. & I'm mean this. I'm so serious right now. You're like the realest person ever & Your the best ever. & I love you & i don't want our friendship to end cuz of me :L


Sanaya M. Caramelz (MoneyBagz)

The One For Me...

The One For Me...

There’s no one better for me..
Than Me.

I know what I like
I know what I hate
I know what makes me sad
I know what makes me mad
I know what makes me cry
I know what makes me scream
I know what makes me laugh
I know what annoys me
I know what irritates me badly
I know how to make myself feel better
I know when I’m not in the mood
I know when I’m up for anything
I know what will make me go quiet
I know what leaves me speechless
I know how to make myself smile
I know how to surprise myself
I know what I love
I know what’s a touchy subject
I know what type of music I like
I know what I love to eat
I know what I like to share
I know what I will and won’t eat
I know what I’m allergic to
I know what pisses me off quickly
I know how to calm myself down
I know my strengths
I know my weaknesses
I know what I hold close to my heart
I know when I’m not needed
I know when it’s time for myself to move on
I know what I’m self conscience about
I know what scares me
I know what gets me hyped
I know what I’m about
I know what my heart wants
I know who’s in my heart
I know that Drake can be a friend or Foe to me at times

Who else should I be with?
Myself, of course.
Cause no one knows me better
Than myself

Chaya M. Darkness

Empress Chiya Darkness's Poem

I love my Mommy...

Throughout everything we've been through together,
There's really only been a small amount of people
That stayed with me,
Through any and everything.
And there's one special person I'd like to talk about now.

And that's the one and only Chiya A. Darkness.
My mother, Protector, Rock, Homie, Friend, Twin, Sister, My Everything.
Thank you for being here for me in my many times of need.

You're the best.
All I could ever ask for.
My Mommy.
Me Love chu long time. Hehe
Chaya M. Darkness

The End of SS

The end...
Has come
For our dear...
Simple Site..

It chose to disappear...
In the time I needed it most.

So now my dear Blogger
Has been with me til the end.
Faithful as it is,
I hope it won't leave,
Just like Simple Site.

Thank you,
Blogger for being here for me,
When Simple Site couldn't.

:)