The Battle Within: Part Two

;; The clock strikes 12, the four booms echoing through the forest. The Voices have officially returned, permanently. But this time, they're welcomed like old friends. Her eyes fade out to black, the moon taking it's place in the dark blue sky. The wolves howl out to it, guarding the forest grounds like they volunteered to. Chaya didn't mind, but Lovie sure did. Lovie disliked the wolves because they were always there, a set back in her plans. The wolves also prevented Lovie from causing more pain to the body of Chaya, so she had kept her distance from them, hiding out within Chaya for now. The voices were friends to Lovie but enemies to Chaya. But after everything.. They're slowly becoming friends with Chaya as well. Except this time.. There was something different about the voices. This time, they came with a dark intention, darker thoughts to harass Chaya with... And that was to destroy her... Mentally that is so Lovie could take full reign. Chaya knew of their plans, but she didn't pay them any mind. And at this point, this very moment, she wouldn't mind. Because all that seemed to happen lately was either her getting yelled at or one she holds close is being hurt so they left. But she knew she had to stay strong for her babies Jessy and Jay.. But how could she, when she felt so weak? These thoughts bothered her as she felt unfit for the two or Sanai, even if she does need her at a time like this. A time where Sanai, herself, is going through her own problems.. Ones that hurt her so much that she had left Jessy and Jay in Chaya's care so she could go take a break and think things over. Chaya's hair straightens out, her bangs forming over her eyes. The wind carries on the scent of the canines, telling her that they were there and on duty. She shakes her head, moving towards the middle of the forest. With the help of her brother Kiegan, who had left her all alone, she was able to pin point the exact middle of the entire forest. Standing now in that very spot, she looks up to the sky where her and Kiegan had set up a spider's web that she was able to sit on if she had said the magic word the two had come up with. Whispering, she said, "The heart knows all, but the mind knows nothing." Those were the magic words and Chaya could now find her self on the web, dangling more than 100 ft from the ground. Impressed with the out come of her and Kiegan's work, she smiles, laying back into the orange spider web. Her eyes switched between black and red repeatedly as she stared longingly at the moon. Chaya did change... but then again, she didn't. She's still the same person she was when she was first born.. the only thing that changed was her feelings for some people and her thinking process. Other then that, she was still the same old Chaya who cared and loved for her family. Who'd do anything to protect them.. And that very thing has led to many fights with the ones she held close.. Especially two people. And that would be the Emperor and Empress of Darkness. The Voices, intrigued with the direction of Chaya's thoughts, they decided to pull back up some similar thoughts that Chaya has had before when such events had happened. And in doing so, only one thought had put her tears.. And that thought was that she was sure her parents probably regretted taking her in as their Chaya Mia Darkness.. Everything that has happened has happened because of her... When everything could of been avoided if they hadn't taken her in. They tell her it's not her fault, but she knew that everything WAS her fault, no matter who had said what to her, it was her fault. And they say they love her, and they probably do... But that doesn't make her feel any different from how she does now or from before. She was the mistake that should of never happened. And she wished that she could didn't exist, so everyone could be happy without the likes of her around. What people failed to see was that it's dangerous leaving her alone to think about things like this, but it was also dangerous keeping her around. As much as she wanted to escape so everyone could be happy again, she knew that she'd miss them all too much, and since she got too involved with everyone, they'd miss her too... Which prevented her from doing such, no matter how much she wanted to leave. But there were some good things that came out of her existence.. She found great people in others and became great friends with them. Even loved them as her own.. But she was told that there's always an end to great things.. As much as she wished that ending wasn't near, she fears that it just might. Literally and Metaphorically, her heart was broken. And there was only a few pieces that remained, the others had dissolved back into the ground, returning back to the earth's core as a gift to Gaia, Mother Nature. Chaya AND Lovie have been through so much together, to a point where everything is just getting harder and harder, when it's supposed to be getting easier.. Right? Wrong. No matter what they over come together, everything gets harder. A never ending test for the two that only gets harder and harder with every problem. And they weren't aloud to quit, but they have breaks that they have yet to use. And who knows... They just might use one... ;;

"The Battle Within: Part Two."
Author: Chaya Mia Darkness, Lovie "Mia" Darkness.