Terrible

I'm a terrible person
To continually hurt those
All around me,
Even if I know it or not.
I never meant to..
But we never do.
Do we?

I'm not worthy of friends
Because in the end,
I only hurt them,
Pushing them away,
Yet wanting them around.
I need them...
And they may need be...
But they don't.
I'm too bad to be needed
Nor wanted.

I don't belong,
I'll miss them so..
But they're better off
Without me.

I'm a terrible person.

Millie J. Skosher