The Worst Nightmare [R]

I wrote this to 'Bae' so it's in first person towards him. All the You's and what not is 'Bae'
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I Woke up hot, scared, and about ready to cry. First, you had a sister named Cici and we were at y'all house in her room. Idk who it was but one of your chick friends showed up and all your attention was on her. Y'all flirted in front of my face like it was nothing. You 'got hot' and took your shirt off. She was already dressed in skimpy ho shit. Y'all used to always play some damn game that ended up with y'all two in Cici's closet. But when y'all got in there, you didn't even notice I was in there too.. Y'all was making out and shit and stripped each other naked. You rolled back then looked at me for once, asking me if I wanted to suck your dick. I ignored you and u just shrugged, taking the other girl into your arms, spreading her out so y'all could fuck. When you went in I couldn't take it, I grabbed cici outside of the room to talk to her. I asked her that if you were a virgin but you're in there doing that, doesn't that mean your not a virgin anymore? She said yes. I said ok, I had to make sure I wasn't wrong.. Then I told her how I thought about letting you be my first and everything since you told me you weren't a virgin.. She said well she got him now, y'all both do. I'm like no, there is no damn sharing and I told him that! She shrugged then left.. I could still hear that girl screaming and shit. But when I got back to the room, y'all were done and only dressed in underwear and shit. I sat on the edge of the bed, the room silent asf. You didn't look at me or say nothing. You just simply kiked me 'Yeah, You're mad at me.' I was about to go off on the both of y'all but then I woke up when I started crying.

Millie J. Skosher