Am I...

Am I that horrible,
To where no one wants to be around?
Horrible to where I'm not wanted around,
Afriad that I'll ruin their fun?

Am I that sadistic,
To where no one even decides to invite me,
To where ever they plan on going with everyone else?
Sadistic enough to the point where I'm not even thought about anymore,
When fun comes to minds?

I must be,
Because when someone says they'll be here for me,
They never are...
Yeah, they might want me to cheer up,
But do they really care?
Cause seems they don't...
They only care if I ruin it all for them..

This is why I shouldnt be kept around...

 

Chaya M. Darkness