Loneliness creeping in...

I know I'm not alone in this world,
But I'm alone in my mind.
Yes I'm around people that care for me,
And my mental and physcial state.
But I feel alone...
I know I can talk to them,
But they all have their own issues to tend to.
Adding mine on top of theirs won't help anyone of us.
So I return to this blog,
That's gonna disappear soon,
Unless I pay a fee
Which I have no money to do so...

I'm just destined to be ripped apart,
Inside and Out...
I try to fix that with all my heart,
But to no avail.
So I sit here once again,
Moping and on Youtube listening to the saddest songs ever,
Over and over on repeat..

I'll just do what I do best,
Keep it to myself
And ignore them as best as I can..
But that only shortens the time, on this ticking time bomb of mine,
May all the ones I love,
Have found a shelter to hide from me,
When this bomb explodes...

So I greet this feeling with a smile,
Looking for an escape.

Let this Loneliness creep on in...
I've been waiting for your return.

 

 

Chaya M. Darkness