Disappearing...

It may not look like it now
But slowly,
I'm loosing the ones closest to me.
They're either finding new ways to occupy their time,
Or getting pissed at me,
Day by Day...

I mean I am happy for her,
Able to work to be with the one she loves,
But I'd want to be selfish for once,
And have her all to myself..
But what I fail to see,
Is that the more they're around,
The more they start to not want to be around...

I know I have some that say they will be here,
But when push comes to shove,
Will they?
They may tell me again and again,
That they will,
But will they?

All these questions are tormenting my mind..
So I sit and strugle, wondering what will come to be...
Of me...
'Fore all around me is slowly
Disappearing...

 

 

Chaya M. Darkness