Traveling back down that dark path...

I see myself Traveling back down that dark path.
The same path I've traveled so many times...
Something I will never forget.

Why are you feeling this way again?
Well, there are the littlest things that set me off...
I'd love to go into detail about that trigger,
But it'd be a dead giveaway,
'Fore I've written about this one person so many times,
And I hope for things to get better,
But they never do.

Yes we all have our own home problems to deal with,
But this has affected me so many times, Rp AND Rl...
To a point where I start to doubt wether I can survive in both without the other...
So I sit here with tears running down my face,
Wondering if I was ever on his mind while I wasn't able to see him.
Yes I saw him yesterday,
But that didn't count... Because the feeling wasn't really there..
I was only told a warning,
About a friend I'll no longer have...
I was glad to see him,
But I don't think it was the same.

So I stand here, once again, wondering
What will be...
I stand, staring down that Dark Path,
That, it seems, I'm destined to travel down once again.

 

 

Chaya M. Darkness